I’m Pissed!
// February 1st, 2010 // 1 Comment » // Vlogs
Ever since I was little I haven’t handled getting hurt very well. I never cried and ran into someone’s arms. I got mad. Extremely mad. As if my blood pressure was rising before my very eyes. Almost a fight or flight type of reaction without flight being an option. I usually would take the inanimate object that hurt me and stomp on it, throw it till it broke, a wall was usually my preference. And don’t you dare ask me if I’m alright, I will literally bite your head off. Best if you just duck and don’t make direct eye contact with me. My family knows better than to ever ask me a question after I’ve said anything to the effect of “Owe! SHIT!” which is also more often than not followed by other, more colorful phrases.
Today, as we’re getting ready to head up to my son’s grandmothers funeral I was furiously cleaning the house, dusting, doing dishes, sweeping etc… I went to clean some glass candle sticks in the sink and something happened, I still can’t remember what it was that caused me pain but it was something – must have been the drain strainer because that’s what I threw. I suppose the drain gods were angry at me because when I threw that drain it bounced of the sink and hit me square in the face. And you know what? I deserved it. I’m now attempting to finish getting ready and at the same time, wondering how I plan to hid this cut and fat lip. Suppose I’ll just say my husband beat me, much easier to lie than say I was an idiot and did this to myself! But *breathe* I feel better now that I’ve gotten it out. Man, I feel so stupid…
I wish this didn’t happen to me!



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